Today is a better day.

Woke up today to Nicholas and Jack playing on their own in their rooms. I could hear their little feet running back and forth from room to room. Nicholas was wispering directions to Jack and he was accepting them. They were giggling then fighting but mostly giggling. Then Jack came in and whispered in my face that he needed a hug, I was happy to comply.

I got up around 8 and collected the boys in their double stroller. We went for a walk around the block and we talked.  Nicholas asked if today was a school day or a Church day, I told him Church day. He was happy with that answer.  We talked about the birds and the houses. We talked about Cars (the movie) and Sandlot (the movie). We talked about Christmas and Santa and before we knew it we were back at the house. 




Now we are watching Phineas and Ferb on Disney and I am feeling much better than I did last night.

Sundays make me feel better about myself and my family. Its Pentecost Sunday so I am excited to hear the Homily this week. I can completely relate to the excitement the Apostles had to have felt. They must have been so eager to get out and spread the news of Christ but at the same time terrified what their fate might be. I can only imagine how validated they must have felt when Jesus came to them and gave them their marching orders.

I feel like I am waiting in that dark room with the door shut myself. I am unsure of my fate but ready and eager to do God's will, I just need some discernment. I just need some patience.

Go tell John, today is a better day.